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Chapter 20 - They Have My Smile

That evening, we celebrated the IPO and the triplets' seventh birthday at a familiar location: the private dining room of The Aurelia restaurant in Manhattan.

The room looked vastly different than it had two and a half years ago. The oppressive, heavy drapes were pulled back to reveal the glittering evening lights of the city. The long table was covered in bright balloons, gifts, and a massive three-tiered chocolate cake decorated with edible paintbrushes, Legos, and ballet shoes.

Chef Marco personally came out of the kitchen to serve the children their custom desserts, beaming with pride as Maya thanked him politely in fluent French—a skill she had picked up during our family vacation to Provence over the summer.

I sat at the head of the table, sipping a glass of champagne, watching the chaotic, beautiful scene unfold before me. Noah was animatedly explaining the mechanics of his new drone to his father, gesturing wildly with his hands. Julian was listening with absolute, undivided attention, his chin resting on his hand, furrowing his eyebrows in concentration—the exact same expression Noah was wearing.

Across the table, Leo was wiping a smudge of chocolate frosting off Maya’s cheek with a napkin, acting the protective older brother just as he had on that terrifying night when he stepped between me and his father.

Julian caught me watching them. He excused himself from Noah’s drone lecture, walked around the perimeter of the dining table, and pulled up a chair directly beside mine. He reached over, interlacing his fingers with mine on the white linen tablecloth—right where, years ago, I had dropped my voice recorder into my tote bag.

"What are you thinking about so intently over here?" he asked softly, brushing his thumb across my knuckles.

I looked at our children. Noah threw his head back and laughed at a joke Leo had just made—a bright, ringing, fearless sound that carried across the entire room. As he laughed, his eyes crinkled at the corners, and his lips curved upward in an expression of pure, unadulterated joy.

I took a sip of my champagne, leaning my head against Julian’s shoulder, feeling the solid, enduring warmth of the life we had fought so hard to build.

"I was just thinking," I smiled, watching our sons and daughter laugh together in the candlelight. "They have your eyes, Julian. And they have your stubbornness."

Julian smiled warmly, pressing a tender kiss to the crown of my head as his arm wrapped securely around my waist. "And what do they get from you, my love?"

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I looked back at the three little faces across the table—safe, cherished, and entirely unbroken by the storms of our past.

"They have my smile," I whispered. "And nobody will ever take it away from them again."

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